Okay so i am starting to feel settled here in the wonderful south where the peaches grow abundantly on trees. or so they say since i have yet to see a peach tree, but non the less i am rooted. funny thing is now that i feel like i could call this place home i want to leave. But will a change of scenery really make any difference to my happiness? Maybe, one can only find the answer to that question by leaving. But is that what my future holds? I just want to have some direction in my life. This is singularly the most difficult thing for me; surrendering my future into Gods hands. Sure people can tell you over and over and over again that he knows best, and I never doubt them when they speak these words, but there is a big difference in believing something and then actually living your life in it.
Most of my blogs have been filled with insight or some kind of revelation in my life. This blog i feel is going down a very different path. I am just simply putting my thoughts down on paper or better described as on screen. What is next? I guess I will have to be patient. I will let you know when I figure it out.