It is ten days into the year 2012 and I have really been questioning where these next 12 months are going to take me? When I look back on 2011 so many emotions surface; joy, sadness, heartache, but above all else happiness. God has filled my first year with him with undescribable awesomeness (not a word but indulge with me for a moment). I have the sense that last year was about myself, as selfish as that sounds God really wanted me to understand his unconditional love for me. Looking back at my journal entry from February 3rd I read "I want you to know my love Hannah." a phrase I heard while sitting silent listening praying for something, anything to to soothe the ache I felt.
Now the ache is no longer there, 365 days of healing and growing have brought me to a place I couldn't have ever dreamed I would be. So enough about 2011 this entry infact is about 2012. I really feel a pull to let loose, to recklessly abandon my worries, my predisposed notions of how I am to act and be in society and to embrace my love for Jesus and not be so selfish with it. This is a year full of building new relaiotnships, nurishing old ones and embracing all that Jesus wants for this hurting world. Yes, I am only one person but with you that makes two and then three and then four. Join me this year on a journey of being what He wants you to be and stepping out of the fear of worrying what "They" want you to be.
"In God's presence I'll dance all I want!...Oh yes, 'll dance in God's glory- more recklessly even than this. And as far as I am concerned... I'll gladly look like a fool." 2 Samuel 6:22
Let's be a little more like David this year.
